• this past weekend was marvelous. friday, evan and i just hung out at my house, etc. etc. saturday, cathryn and michael couldn't double date with us because michael's mom is all weird and said no. so then cathryn didn't feel like coming because then she'd be the third wheel. so we'll try to double date sometime in january. but we did go to the movies anyway, by ourselves, and we saw "the day the earth stood still" with keanu reeves. it was alright, kinda boring, took me a long time to get into it. the only good thing about it were the amazing effects. that was all though. anyway, so saturday night is certainly a night to remember. we watched tv a bit once we got home from the movie around eleven, but then we started kissing, making out, biting, feeling, and as soon after he said "i can't take this anymore", i knew it was onnn, haha. his friend had given him condoms just in case it was going to happen this past weekend. all i can really say about it was how amazing it felt, my messy hair falling annoyingly down, how sickly sweet it was when he breathed hard, moaned, then climaxing, almost feeling too good to bear, whispering "i love you"s... hmmmmm. i keep replaying it over and over again in my mind. then sunday morning, it seemed like as soon as we woke up we did it all over again, and once just before we had to leave to take him home. it felt better and better each time... we frickin' screwed like bunnies, haha. and what was also so satisfying was that even after all that, when we were taking him home, stopped at the gas station and we could still laugh about possessed christmas dolls and annoy half the store with our howling laughter and the clashing of robotic christmas tunes, even after all that we did, we were still just as much best friends as we were lovers. i've been thinking about this a bit lately -- wondering if i love him enough that if we were each about four years older, would i marry him? and in my mind, i don't think i would. however, at this point, i love him so much that i want to spend the rest of my life with him, and get married at some point in the future. i certainly know that i want to. but if we had been dating for 9 months and we were old enough to legally get married, i wouldn't. it kind of makes me excited for what's in store though because it just means he and i still have a yet a higher level of love to reach. i swear, my heart will overflow with any more love to contain.

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