• My mum got angry at me for not studying for computer exam that I failed. She said she will not support me for university. I have planned a house party at my house with some friends and my life was bright until the moment before she said that. I'm so fucking depressed again and right now I feel like I have nothing to live for. I want to get fucking weed so it will calm the fuck down. Instead, I'm listening to music right now. Regaining manhood is hard when you have a controlling, critical, needy, dependent mother and no father figure. I have to pass the test on Friday to show that I'm not what she thinks about who I am. And I need to find people who will genuinely care about my problems and not judge me in a way that makes me feel bad.

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