So i think i'm going to play a cliche teenage girl for a while and talk about my new crush lol
His name is Dan and he's very cute
and now i'm done being boring and back to be being insane
Anywho, this week has been very strange
turns out that after some deep investigating matt wanted for us to be "friendly"
i basically told him to fuck off, only a lot less nicely
I don't know, i was just so angry, i couldn;t really think straight
I just felt the need to call him out on everything he'd ever done to me, let him know how much he's fucked up my life
I think what bothered me the most was that while he didn't deny a single allegation, he also didn't appologize
he just sort of stayed all stoic and stagnant,while i blasted him with my angry word gun
looking back on it, i feel kind of embarassed for getting so worked up
even though they were all things that needed to be said, i could have presented it better so that i might have been taken seriously
not that i really care all that much, but now Matt clearly thinks I'm a crazy bitch and that he was right in calling me a horrible person
oh well
you win some, you lose some
i found out today that you can train your body to function on only 4.5 hours of sleep a night
perfect, i so need that
i bombed a math test today because i was watching a double shot of love and didn;t study
that's probably problematic, so from now on i think i'll actually do atleast most of my hw
go me!
oh that reminds me, i'm angry at chris
i found out from a random mutual friend that he's been smoking again
as in daily habbit style
lovely stuff, non?
i tried to yell at him, but he just kind of laughed and told me i suck at gymnastics
so what else is new?
i feel like if i try to talk more about dan, everything will just come out corny
maybe some other time when i'm less tired and more inspired
-serenity
shot gun fire, anybody home?
- December 11, 2008
- serenity23
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