• Sorry. This might turn out to be a super-long emotional gushing entry. But first I have to get the whole 'Guess what I did today' thing out of the way.

  SO, there was supposed to be a school dance tonight but the band's van (I know. We got a BAND. Usually they just play music videos on a projector screen and put up a few strobe lights. We live in the ''hood' part of town, according to my English teacher. xD) broke down in Vancouver so... no dance tonight. Next week. So instead of getting ready tonight I went to AR's house with CZ. We jammed out on Guitar Hero and American Idol. I suck at both. ;D
  Aaaaaaaand then I came home at seven and completely forgot I had to do my paper route that day (quitting before Christmas, by the way. I'm putting in my two-weeks notice tomorrow). So I had to do it in complete darkness. Good times.

  OKAY TIME FOR SOME GUSHING. I give you permission to skip this section.

  I think... (Oh, geeze, the whole reason I'm on here is for this shocking revelation and I don't even know where to start) I like CC? o.o Oh, big surprise, right. Well in my mind anyhow. I don't think I talk too much about crushes in this journal, do I? Hope not. Anywho.
  It's stunning to ME anyhow, because just a little while ago I was ranting about how I just wanted to be FRIENDS with a guy for a change. Well, no luck with CC, I guess.
  I dunno, the teacher put us into study groups for Math today and deep down I threw a tantrum when I wasn't in his group. And so there, calculator in one hand and review sheet in the other, I realized the inevitable: I have a crush on my best guy-friend.
  Bad (good?) times.
  THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO OVER WELL. I can tell. Most of my other friends don't like him. Exact same situation with JM last year. Except less intense because I wasn't REALLY good friends with JM. I'm not with CC either, but we're still kinda-sorta-close-ish in a platonic way, if you know what I mean. I know what I mean. xD
  

  Why do I do this to myself? Like, holy shit. Last year, when everyone thought I liked JL (o.O) I was almost GLAD because, if I may paraphrase myself, "I'd rather people think I like JL than know I like JM." This year I've no one to 'fall back on'.
  
  I'm so inexperienced with this type of shit it's amusing. I should've been like every other good little girl and whored myself out at eight. xD Or maybe not.

  I dunno. Just needed to get that off my chest.
  
  MUSIC WISE, I have rekindled my love for CCR. Oh gosh, Fogerty's voice is lovely. <3 Born On The Bayou is a good song in particular because of, well, the voice, and the actual MUSIC too. I'm also into another band for some reason, Dragon Force. I found them accidently in Windows Media Player and now I'm a fan. xD The singing is pretty generic, but you gotta dig the electric guitar. Anyhow.
  
  ALSO, I really really really REALLY like the song Naveed by Our Lady Peace. Thought I'd share that. Enjoy.
  
  AND you know what? I'm not gonna re-read this post. Shut up, it's a big deal for me. I'mma just post it. No revising. One, two, three, post.

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