i went to clubland last night. and i can't believe how hungover i am (: aha. 

i pulled. twice. both guys know the guy who i really want. and i'm not sure what he's gonna do when he finds out. i don't want to loose him. he makes me feel special.

my dad gave me a fiver for itunes today. i bought the new leona lewis one because it's sweet. and with the rest i bought songs by artists i'd never heard of. i love doing that. discovering new music.

my mind keeps thinking of him. and how he's going to react. i hope so much that he won't kick off, and that he'll hug me close and tell me he doesn't care because i'm sorry.

doubt that one will happen though. we shall see.

 song of today: glass of water - coldplay.