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  i have tried to re-evaluate my life and my choices i am making.

  so far i have reached.. well.. no conclusions.

  but i guess then i will just have to keep thinking :D

  i am just 16..i have my whole life ahead of me. and today, none of any of this will matter in the spectrum of my life. of the universe. i am just one small bug... i have to just take what i have and make the best of it. and make good decisions and not the easy ones. hmm. well i would definitly be happy to take the art career path, the only problem with that is the fact that i really would not like to live in the city. my dream place to live would be by a beach or up in the mountains or out in the country... but i suppose that i could take a couple years and have an apartment somewhere in new york and study art. the thing is that if i live in a not city place, my art will never have a chance to be recognized, or sucseed at all...which is something that is not particulary terrible to me... but i dont want to wake up 1000 years old and realise i have wasted my life fucking around doing nothing. and also, i am afraid that if i live somewhere...with less people around (senic?) i am almost sure that i would become completely anti-social and be alone and lonley my entire life. WHICH WOULD SUCK. alot...i am no paris hilton but neither am i a cat lady. haha

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