Am a little concerned that am beginning to come across the same way as every single other girl on these fucking journals. I'm not, really. I'm not quite that self-absorbed.
Ok, so my latest dilemma: Taryn is holding the "end of year" part next week, after our last exam. However, it is invite only. That really pisses me off.. At home, if we were gonna do that, it'd be totally open, and anyone's allowed in, just don't bring E. Here, it's like exclusion is the aim of the game.
Of course, I didn't get an invite. That's fine by me, because parties here are shit and they still haven't gotten past the stage where if they pick someone up, they can't talk for three weeks afterwards. So that's not what I'm pissy about. I'm pissy about the fact that every single person in our year group has struggled through this school year, and every single one of us made it. So who made it Taryn and her fucking little hierarchy's job to decide who has the right to celebrate the fact that it's over?
I know that I'm nobody here. I'm the left wing, edgy chick that no one really knows or likes. But those who do me, they love me. It shits me that there's so much division at this school. It's so utterly pointless, and stupid. We're all going to get through the next two years together, and it's time they accepted that not everyone can be as rich, pretty or bitchy as they are.
Rant over.
Exam update- 2 down, 6 to go.
English Maths (Tech free) Commerce History Maths (Tech active) Music Science Science ICAS.
Am a little concerned that am beginning to come across the same way as every single other girl on these fucking journals. I'm not, really. I'm not quite that self-absorbed.
Ok, so my latest dilemma: Taryn is holding the "end of year" part next week, after our last exam. However, it is invite only. That really pisses me off.. At home, if we were gonna do that, it'd be totally open, and anyone's allowed in, just don't bring E. Here, it's like exclusion is the aim of the game.
Of course, I didn't get an invite. That's fine by me, because parties here are shit and they still haven't gotten past the stage where if they pick someone up, they can't talk for three weeks afterwards. So that's not what I'm pissy about. I'm pissy about the fact that every single person in our year group has struggled through this school year, and every single one of us made it. So who made it Taryn and her fucking little hierarchy's job to decide who has the right to celebrate the fact that it's over?
I know that I'm nobody here. I'm the left wing, edgy chick that no one really knows or likes. But those who do me, they love me. It shits me that there's so much division at this school. It's so utterly pointless, and stupid. We're all going to get through the next two years together, and it's time they accepted that not everyone can be as rich, pretty or bitchy as they are.
Rant over.
Exam update- 2 down, 6 to go.
English
Maths (Tech free)
Commerce
History
Maths (Tech active)
Music
Science
Science ICAS.