this thanksgiving will be the first holiday i havent spent with my dad. when we got out of the car, he was crying. shannon went upstairs and cried. i got on the computer and cried. then my mom decided that we need to be hurting more because she was hurting

 w/e. im done with this place. i've had it

why is everyone growing up and making mistakes? if these are supposed to be the best years of our life, i dont want to live to be past 18