my mum told me i had to try and forget about the friends that use me. that's so much harder than i ever thought it would be. went to see hsm3 with my mate this week. an actual friend (: we ate jaffa cakes and drank ribena and laughed all night.
we're making it a regular wednesday thing. i love her.
CHRISTMAS IS NOT LONG AWAY NOW.
i love christmas. i'm going away. i like being away. because nothing ever seems to go wrong when it's christmas AND when you're away. how idyllic. someone described me as idyllic the other day. i was happy. i like that person. he makes me smile just looking at him, just because he's so sweet. in a really lovely friend kind of guy way. i realised before that i get on with guys better than girls. what does that mean? that i'm a bitch or a slag. lol. that's what some girls think. but i just feel more comfortable around guys - they're much less bitchy. and you always get a bit of friendly banter. and that's nice.
new times. christmas time. i don't know the time.
my mum told me i had to try and forget about the friends that use me. that's so much harder than i ever thought it would be. went to see hsm3 with my mate this week. an actual friend (: we ate jaffa cakes and drank ribena and laughed all night.
we're making it a regular wednesday thing. i love her.
CHRISTMAS IS NOT LONG AWAY NOW.
i love christmas. i'm going away. i like being away. because nothing ever seems to go wrong when it's christmas AND when you're away. how idyllic. someone described me as idyllic the other day. i was happy. i like that person. he makes me smile just looking at him, just because he's so sweet. in a really lovely friend kind of guy way. i realised before that i get on with guys better than girls. what does that mean? that i'm a bitch or a slag. lol. that's what some girls think. but i just feel more comfortable around guys - they're much less bitchy. and you always get a bit of friendly banter. and that's nice.
i think i like my life again.
song of today: UFO -sneaky sound system.