• is it just me, or does the 'newest journal entry' thing NEVER UPDATE?
  
  yesterday, i uploaded 20 of my old cd's onto my itunes.
  one of them was underoath's 'theyre only chasing safety'
  
  i suddenly find myself not having a problem with dating someone younger.
  perhaps its because of THAT STUPIDLY ADORABLE sophmore.
  hey, he's only a few months younger than me.
  
  i literally feel NOTHING.
  wtf is wrrrrrong with me?
  
  these past few days have been NUMBNUMBNUMBNUMB.
  few months ago, i was BEGGING for this.
  i changed my mind. this fucking sucks.
  
  why does no one ever just SAY what they MEAN?
  
  hey, i think youre cute, would you like to be my new best friend?
  
  anyone else listen to backseat goodbye?
  anyone?
  anyone?
  
  honestly, i just want to get fucked up.
  its been a while.

  oh excellent, i have to wake up in 5 hours
  then go to school for 6
  then go to swim practice for 2
  then go home and get 'cute'
  and then go out with some lame people
  who think they're enlightened and indie and cool as fuck
  because they wear knit hats and keds and take pictures.
  
  when all i really wanna do is get fucked up with my DEGEN friends. 
  or any scum bag from my school, really.
  
  fuck regret and lets burn this city down!
  
  hahahaha yeah all time low?
  
  listen to the song boring by the pierces.
  or listen to live forever die tonight by innerpartysystem.
  THAT is how i feel.
  
  turns out princetonreview.com,
  which our techers reccommend we use to find ideal colleges for ourselves,
  also tells you which schools are the best party schools.
  and breaks it down into -
  - parties
  - most beer
  - most hard liquor
  - reefer madness!
  - best greek life
  and then into -
  - the party has left the building
  - stone cold sober
  - don't inhale!
  
  and a good amount of other
  useless-but-actually-more-useful-than-any-other-statistics categories.
  
  wtf man, no ones reading this.
  
  people only read my journal when i was depressed and used metaphors.
  
  fuck you all, assholes!

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