Eh, not really. I'm typing in here because I just feel like brain barfing a bit, whether what I am about to share is really worthwhile or just... bleh.
I hate feeling like an idiot. I've come to realise that. I guess it's because I really respect someone with intelligence, and I'd like to think I've got at least a little bit of it, so when I'm demeaned and made to feel inadequate in that sense, I feel like absolute shit.
Hmm. I just feel a little bit off right now. Tired? I don't think that's the right word. It's not really tiredness, it's just that I'm drained of everything and I don't feel like doing too much. I just want to be left alone for a bit, y'know?
In other news: I'm seeing my dad tomorrow!!! Or I should be. I'll be very let down if I don't, haha.
I'm in the mood for The Office again. Well, it's been non-stop.
Right now, I'm not thinking or re-reading what I'm typing, I'm just typing it, so bare with me.
Like I said, I'm just not feeling so vibrant right now. She's completely ignoring me. That's really infuriating and disappointing. I'm starting to think that I'm never going to see her again other than by pure coincidence, and even in that case it'd be a "hi/bye" affair.
Mothertruck. Seriously.
Ummm... yeah. I guess that's it. This has been a bit of a downer post, lawl.
Y'know what? I need chocolate. I have some cookies and cream ice cream in the fridge - that'll do. :D Hoorah for phenylalaline that may or may not be in the chocolate in said ice cream!
Eh, not really. I'm typing in here because I just feel like brain barfing a bit, whether what I am about to share is really worthwhile or just... bleh.
I hate feeling like an idiot. I've come to realise that. I guess it's because I really respect someone with intelligence, and I'd like to think I've got at least a little bit of it, so when I'm demeaned and made to feel inadequate in that sense, I feel like absolute shit.
Hmm. I just feel a little bit off right now. Tired? I don't think that's the right word. It's not really tiredness, it's just that I'm drained of everything and I don't feel like doing too much. I just want to be left alone for a bit, y'know?
In other news: I'm seeing my dad tomorrow!!! Or I should be. I'll be very let down if I don't, haha.
I'm in the mood for The Office again. Well, it's been non-stop.
Right now, I'm not thinking or re-reading what I'm typing, I'm just typing it, so bare with me.
Like I said, I'm just not feeling so vibrant right now. She's completely ignoring me. That's really infuriating and disappointing. I'm starting to think that I'm never going to see her again other than by pure coincidence, and even in that case it'd be a "hi/bye" affair.
Mothertruck. Seriously.
Ummm... yeah. I guess that's it. This has been a bit of a downer post, lawl.
Y'know what? I need chocolate. I have some cookies and cream ice cream in the fridge - that'll do. :D Hoorah for phenylalaline that may or may not be in the chocolate in said ice cream!