• it's getting cold outside

  i can feel it, creeping into my blood cells

  poluting, destroying me inside out

  I wish i was in florida

  this wind is making my eyes tear

  and everyone always asks me why i'm crying

  oh the irony will be the end of me

  do i really look that unstable?

   

  I'm still not talking to linds

  It's kind of amazing how i can just dispose of years of friendship on a whim

  I'm not sentimental; i beleive in renewal

  the past is past and the present is now

  of all the people i consider to be my dearest friends, i'll still talk to three of them in 5 years if I'm lucky

  we let go because it makes more sense than holding on

  friends are genrally chosen based on geographic relation and need

  long distance friendships are futile and all around unecesary

  people are disposable and replaceable with very few exceptions

  i'm sure i am not one, and i can be okay with that

  it just means i intend to treat others exactly the way i'm being treated

   

  I get tired during the day, but at night I'm feeling strangely fine

  i like having all this extra time to myself, where i don't have to talk to anyone and pretend to be little miss america

  I can write what i think or read or listen

  and no one's awake to stop me

  I'm happy i got back into reading

  i forgot how much it inspires me, gives me something to think about during the day

  Maybe when i get around to writing those thoughts down, i can swear it was all worth it

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