• I DONT WANNA BE THE PERSON THAT I AM

  I WANT TO HAVE FUCKING CONTROL. I DON'T WANNA SOUND SO FUCKING PATHETIC AND WEAK. I WANT TO SIT HERE EVERY DAY AND WALLOW IN MY FUCKING PITY. I WANT TO HAVE A LIFE. I WANT TO KNOW THAT THIS ISN'T MY FAULT

  BUT I KNOW IY IS I KNOW I KLNOW BUT I TRY I TRY AND I TRY SO HARD BUT EVERYTHING COMES BACK ALL THE FEELINGS COME BACK

  WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

  i just want this to stop i wanna get out of this so much i just wanna i dunno just im sorry im really sorry just please  i dont know ahh i dont know

  i just dont wanna be like this you know? i want to be normal and happy. sorry if someone reads this do you think i'm crazy? i dont know if i'm crazy or exagerating but i dont wanna exagerate i reaalllyyy want this to go away. ah i hope i'm not exageratingg i dont wanna attract attention and i dont wanna be selfish i hate myself for saying this stuff right now i dont want anyone ever to feel bad for me so if you are please stop i'm justim just so pathetic just tell me one thing though am i crazy??? i have a good life really i do and i'm grateful for everything i am so lucky so whats wrong with me???? is this all in my head because i dont know.... i'm so stupid i hate it...and im reading this and it sounds crazy sorry im sorry

  im just so sorry for being here and wasting your time i dont deserve anything anyone please i want to be alone by myself and out of everyone's life i really do i dont want anyyonnes help i just want to be alone

  i wish i really wish i was strong im trying so hard but i am so confused i dont even know how to explain it..................... just suck it up suck it up ah stop talking about yourself talk about something important stop fucking talking about yourself and your stupid nonexistant problems because ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD STOP LIVING IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD EMILY THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE HERE AND THEY NEED YOU TOO YOU JUST NEED THEM AND YOU NEED ME AND YOU NEED TO STOP BEING A BABY AND GET A FUCKING GRIP okay okay okay im coming back ill try not to leave again iiiiiiiiiiiiiii hate myself

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