• Well, I havent ever really used this journal before and I am not sure why I am starting now (I guess its becuase my site was hacked and my database was fried so im too lazy to set my script back up...but that is not the point). Now for a bit of an introduction. I am a college student and love hanging out with my buds around campus. I currently am living with 3 of my friends from Hghschool (Mark, Scott, and Richard), but within 2 months should be living with some of my new friends that I met this year (Cam and Jacquie...Yup they are a couple). Maybe Its just the rum messing with my head or the fact that I have been awake for over 20 hours, but I have reached an epiphany. I have come to a point in my life where I need to make a few choices. Some of my options might make me and a few others happy...while risking throwing off the balance of my 'world' as I know it. While others will will just leave things the way they are, and thus leave me in the rut i have been in for a while. (its the nice safe choice. I have also realized just how important my friends are to me... Which is why I feel so torn about where my loyalties lie when it comes to making a choice that could effect one of my friends. At the very least my new rooming arangement should play out like a soup opera from my point of view (seems like my life has been a tv show for the most part... I mean my dad works at the school I goto...that just screams sit-com!). After the little 'drinking party' that we had today I was in a sour mood went for a walk. I have done some of my best thinking on the walks I've taken in my life, so I figured that it might help calm my nerves, and let me tell you, there is nothing like a 30 minute walk through the rain to calm an upset mind. I think I might be getting sick now though. Well I think I have passed the point of being informitive and have slipped into a state of ranting (something I am very good at by now). I might keep up with this thing or I might not...I just didnt feel like writing in my journal right now...

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