• well today was another good day, the weather was perfect, just the right temperature, a lil bit warm, but the sun was out and shining nicely...

  i was meant to leave home by 8, but i ended up oversleeping the alarm at 7 by like 40 minutes, so i ended up rushing out the door like 25 past 8, eep. sent her an sms saying i might be running a bit late, just so i could give her notice.

  ended up using the sms she gave me yesterday asking to "survive for ten minutes XD" instead changing the details around to suit me haha "survive for fifteen minutes XD" lol. halfway thru smsing she called but i was still typing and accidentally cancelled the call! i was like omg, crap haha.

  so i called her back quickly, after i sent the sms. i was at redfern so it was only 5-10 more mins to townhall, she said to meet up in the middle of townhall, since i am such a lostie there. ended up getting there like 910? so i wasnt "that" late. went up the steps and immeadiately saw her, heart skipped a few beats i think hah, as always, but then i took a deep breath and went on, dw this was all in the space of a heartbeat, so i dont think she saw.

  townhall underground is soo, cool? cant believe i dont get here often, she says she comes here alot, i wouldnt mind coming here too, not a bad place. arrived at michelles pastisserie (sp?) and looked at all the nice lil cakes, at first we were gonna get a small square one, but then decided to get a log coz there might be a couple of us. then deciding on the flavour, at first we thought mud cake, but i thought it was a bit too common, so i suggested white chocolate, thankfully she decided on caramel, because we found out later that was shermans favourite and my choice was his worst haha, what luck. bought an edible happy bday sign as well, chocolate ofcourse, and split the cost, i think it was like $20.90 all in all, the edible sign was like 2 bucks.

  oh the townhall ticket barriers were broken, lucky again, so we managed to go back in and catch train to central for free =)

  when we got to central, we got ambushed, sorta. we were just casually walking to the buses when in the distance we saw someone waving at us, a tall someone, omg it was sherman! we glimpsed and panickd so we quickly hid the cake under her jacket. when we got closer we saw he was with his gf and a friend, julian or julien, i dunno how to spell it, a close friend of his he met on a 6 hr bus trip to snowies, he just finished hsc so he had all this free time to bludge.

  anyways, so me n jess were just like trying to hide the cake inconspicuously (sp?), we walked ahead of em to try avoid them seeing it up close, coz i dont think the jacket was covering most of it, or atleast the back, so i held it close to cover it.

  caught the 895, couldnt get my wallet coz i had hands full with the cake and jacket and covering etc, so jess got my wallet for me and did my ticket on the bus etc. we sat opposite em in the 4 seaterto avoid any questions abt the odd looking shaped jacket lol, i thought that our cover would be blown.

  anyways arriving at uni finally we got a room on level 2 of asb, i think it was level 2, maybe level 1 if ground is ground, i dunno asb very well still. they all went for break fast while michelle stayed back to mind the room, me n jess wanted to go consult, coz it was on 9-11 and it was already like nearing 10. we took the cake and went straight to quad level 2 for questions with scary lady lecturer in charge, aybuke aurum.

  on our way to consult jess stopped to drool over the dude shes into, this guy called jason saunders or sumthn, his some halfie white.malaysian dude, anyways i couldnt do much but just look the other way. finally got to consult and we got to ask alot of questions and suss out so many things. the lecturer was really nice today, maybe she was in a good mood or sumth, anyways i couldnt complain, i managed to get alot of things out of the way. she was telling us abt scholarships for coop that were still available, if our marks were good in this we might be eligible or sumthn for it. tho still i dont know if i would want to spend another year to work, the experience would be good but then its extending my already delayed degree.

  anyways we finished and went back to the room, this is where we decided to do the cake, we set up on a table near the room, and we kept joking abt how if i was gonna light the match that it would be a shower in here haha, so we decided to light outside the room, then we surprised him with a happy bday and nice cake =)

  he was totally surprised, apparently they didnt suspect anything with the jacket, haha. so i got out the plates and cutlery and we had some nice cake. while sherman was cutting the cake, jess or i said outloud "u gotta kiss the nearest girl shermannn"  and michelle just bolted straigth out of the corner haha, i was thinking "arent u guys bf gf" but maybe their still not ready for that yet, or shes just shy, either way it was funny.

  jess took a few shots with her camera then we all had some nice caramelll cake, was soo good, nice breakfast for the long day ahead, full of sugar yay.

  then i think we all ate quietly for a bit, after that nice cake we were all satsified and half sleepy, michelle agrees with me that after a meal u get sleepy, which is so true, coz u feel so relaxed.

  then we did some infs study. later went to look for toilet, the females was like 2 metres from our room but hte males was like 100m. eventually found it. then later around noon ish michelle left to go for her exam at randwick, we made sherman go accompany her all the way, coz he shld lol.

  the julian guy was on his laptop the whole day just youtubing or wateva, while me n jess got down to some serious study. that went on for a bit, i immersed myself in music and did some real study, they went for lunch later while i minded the room. 

  jess got a hamburger and sherman got some pasta, so jess combined somepasta into her hamburger, was already a huge hamburger i was like woah, big appetite. i wasnt that hungry so i settled for some cookies later.

  then we all went back to studying, milkias came after his exam was over, and we were offering him cake and to write in shermans bday card, but we found out that its against his religion, jehovas witness, i didnt know that, so i felt a bit bad that i sort of asked him something that he is not allowed or sposed to do, me n jess felt a bit sad for him later that he cant celebrate bdays, their so fun and happy and important?

  anyways back to serious study, the clock was ticking, it was gonna be 4 soon, amir's consult. managed to get alot done and a couple of questions ready for consultation. julian was doing some magic tricks to the others, i was just still studying trying to get the question out of the way.

  oh yeh, showed jess and julian the japanese dance routine, coz its so mad, they thought it was alrite, he liked the dancing but not the music, his into acoustic rock and doesnt really like hip hop. i think jess thot it was ok, but she only got to see half of it before she went off to do something.

  then julian left for bball in alua? i have no idea where that is lol, he left his laptop behind so we could bludge on it. sherman came back and we just did smore studying. i was still on my mp3 just chillin and studying to ne-yo.

  then later milkias had to leave, coz he had only 2 hours sleep and wanted to get some rest.

  so was just me sherman and jess left.

  i finally got all that i needed to do done and so just listend to music while watching sherman and jess talk, not knowing what they were saying haha coz i was listening to my music.

  jess was on the laptop, neopetting and i was just across them listening to music.

  then sherman said it something along the lines of

  "oh are u going out with alvien or something haha"

  "oh its like that"

  i dunno something like that, i just looked at her and she looked back, i didnt know how to react, i was caught totally offguard, i just wanted to smile and look at her but at the same time i didnt want to give myself away because she looked like she was embarassed or just weirded out :S i dont know, i couldnt tell much from her expression, it looked like it was half true and at the same time not? i promised myself to not let my feelings ruin our friendship, so i tried my hardest to look passive to the comment, even though i felt otherwise.

  so that was the height of the day, after we just bludged on neopets, playing kass basher till consult time.

  we left at 4 for consult. on the elevator she stayed at ground level coz it was going down, i was like lol wth when i went down alone and these two old guys went in on lowerground, then back at ground she came back on. amir already had a grp with him, so we sat next to them on the sofas, just organising ourselves for questions, got a few tricky ones out of the way, wasnt as good as consult in the mornin but still helpful. we mainly just talked abt the freeze event and all the poses we could do, and the sweet poses that a guy and a girl could do, she told me that i shld ask a girl i like to come and do the sweet couple pose with her, ironic isnt it? for half a second i thought abt asking her or telling her that "maybe then i shld ask you" but i just nodded in silence.

  we talked a bit more abt random things as we usually do, randomly laughing.

  then after we got all our questions answered, we went back to the room. again she stopped to check out the jason guy. i mentioned that we spoke briefly in one lecture where we were all sitting on the same row. she went all interested in the subject but i just told her we just had small talk, which is what really happened, just talked abt the subject and the lecture and just a bit abt jess.

  when we got back, michelle was back from her exam, and jess was abt to open the door but then we just watched them being a cute couple and just talkd random stuff like what if we disturb a "moment" between the two, haha. i dunno, just talking random stuff and laughing. we prob looked like randoms each taking turns to peek thru the lil peephole in the door. eventually we went in and said hi.

  we rested for a tiny bit then packed up to go. we raced them to ground, they went stairs, we went elevator, we lost :( prob coz my stupid bag hit the alarm button which went on for half a second, felt like an idiot.

  so we just walked behind them, talking abt stuff. we ended up catching a 393 or 395 coz the 895 just left, sherman and michelle were going townhall so they went on another bus. we got a seat at the back, then another couple came and sat at the back also.

  we just talked abt stuff, the holidays, the freeze thing, the bond movie coming out soon, star city, and (using her phone sms to type to me to be inconspicuos) if the chick next to me was pretty, i gave her my honest opinion which is that shes ok, because she is really the only pretty person in the world right now to me. no one compares, not even the slightest. i dont even give girls i thought were pretty before i met her a second glance.

  then the conversation got interesting, she mentioned how sherman being sherman, asked if she and dean were dating, because he always runs off with her and comes into uni even if he doesnt have anything on, she said that their not, and their just friends, which took a huge load of my mind. i feel sort of sorry for dean, because im pretty sure his in the same position as me, but were just friends to her, nothing more.

  the bus ride was pretty long because it wasnt an express, so for the next half we were both quiet and just daydreaming/thinking/mp3ing.

  she wanted to press the button a few times so we got off around the corner instead of at the first central stop, i thot it was cute, we both tried to press the last stop but she beat me to it haha covering the entire button :( no fair lol.

  she missed her train and she was on the phone with her mum, probly coz she wants her to be home soon. so i was lucky and got to ride with her to strathfield. we stood for a few stops then got a 2 seater i think at redfern. we tried to do the anagram on the mx, but only got to the first word, exact. cant rem what we talked abt then. then it was my stop, got off strathfield coz it was going north and not to lidcombe, said goodbye and caught my train which was just arriving, wanted to turn back and look at her coz the platforms were just opposite, but i thought it might be a bit too obvious so i just faced the other way to my train, she probly didnt even notice me on the other platform, even if her seat was facing me =/ i dunno. sometimes i feel like were getting close, closer than friends, but then reality hits and i remember shes not after me shes after some other guy.

  the train was packed but thankfully it was a short ride, the chick next to me kept looking at my jumper =/ probly thinking how can i be wearing this in this weather haha. anywyas finally got to lidcombe and walked home.

  the sun was still up and shining nicely =)

  songofthemoment

  ne-yo - because of you

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