• We're floating and floating, without ever landing

  Do the clouds have to come in eventually?

  Or can we just stay up here forever?

  I love S with all my heart

  she is my best friend, my savior, my other half

  we are so similar, and that makes me feel so much less alone

  because no matter how insane i get, i know she can out do me

  i have this theory that high school is fake life and nothing like the real world

  because once we graduate, we can slam the doors, say fuck you bitches and never look back

  in the real world, every descision you make is one you have to live with

  there are choices and then there are consequences

  but, as always, no regrets

  i just do what i do because i promised to stay conscoius

  i won't sleep tonight, I've just got to keep moving

  I was in such an angry bitch mood today

  i just get like that sometimes, when i can't hold it in anymore

  it comes out so normal, like I'm just a stereotypical high school gossip girl

  but really, i only share these feelings and hurt when they're practically burning me

  it's not just for funsies or kicks, i promise

  it's just because cruel words is the only way i know how to fight back

  the veterans came to our school today

  i wish i was a good person

  i'm not

  i suck

  i will never do anything selfless and sacrificial for the strangers who make up our country

  no matter how many times they say thankyou

  I worked hard at gymnastics today

  i still suck

  i hate chris

  he makes everything look so fucking easy

  and he confuses the fuck out of me

  i don't know if he even likes me or is just using me like everybody else

  i'm not all that likeable

  i say alot of stupid things that come out wrong

  i  can feel myself getting annoying

  why do i like him so much?

  why am i so scared of being lonely, i give myself a relationship i know wouldn't work as an ultimatum

  if I pretend to be a decent human being, maybe someone will come to me

  i hate chasing after people

  i never run fast enough

  oh fuck, my eyes are closing

  i still have another hour of this

  how ever will i stay awake?

   

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