• Jordan has me a victim of his love; and I'm not wanting to be rescued. I am offically in love with the song Niki FM. So yeah, it's an amazing song, if you haven't heard it - listen to it. I don't know what will happen when school starts again(It's been four days now since I have gone to school). Unless I have to go back to the hospital, I don't know. I am looking out the window while writing this - and just amazed by the clouds. Remember when we were younger; and we could sit outside for hours, watching the clouds go by? But now we are too obsessed with the computer, and if we go outside we will get blinded by the sun. I want to go back in time and live my childhood, as I know I missed out pretty badly on it. I knot it won't happen; but I just wish it would. I think everyone wants that to happen to them at some point in their life; and I know the feeling will just get stronger.

  Jordan and me are talking right now, and I am laughing and smiling more than I ever have in my whole life. I don't know what I would be without him - we did just start dating, but we have been friends since primary. So he is pretty important to me, and I hope that we last; or all those years will just be wasted into nothing if we break up. Guys can never stay friends with a girl. It just never works. 

  I'm waiting for my mom to get home because well, she's taking forever - and I'm tired of wanting stuff that I know won't happen. She hasn't been home for 6  days now, why do I think she will come through that door right now, with open arms? Expecting me to welcome her back to her house, that I have been controlling since she has been gone. Does she really expect me to do that? I don't know. She better say she's sorry, that's all I want from her - is a sorry, and a good excuse of why she wasn't here. 

  I should most likely go, because well - It's 2PM, and I want to see Jordan before this day is over, I don't exactly know what we will do. Mall? Shop? I don't know. As long as I get to see him I'm pretty fine with it. :).

   

   

  shelby.

  xoxx.

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