I. AM. NOT. READING. TWILIGHT. So kindly screw off. D:
- November 10, 2008
- Mowthwaush
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Um. I may or may not be losing my mind. That may seem like an over dramatic statement to you but bare with me, please.
I seriously, in all honesty, DO NOT recall placing my math notebook in the bathroom sink. NOR do I recall EVER hearing this phrase:
"Arnold Schwarzenegger; what a terrible actor. But the greatest Governer California has ever had."
Yet I was minding my own business when my mind 'went blank' for a few minutes and that phrase, along with cartoon imagery of someone saying it, played through my mind, and suddenly I'm back in reality, staring at a wall in the hallway.
As well, two nights ago I was trying to fall sleep, and I heard a kind of whisper close to my ear, in the voice of a young (I'm guessing twenty or so) year old man, it said "It's [my name]". And while I was mulling over that I heard it again, it said "It's never enough, is it?"
That accompanied by the beeping noise I heard a few months ago while I was riding my bike. Lasted ten minutes and it was ALWAYS on my left side, close to me. No matter how far away I moved from the point were it orginally started, if anything it got louder. Then it just dissapeared altogether.
Sometimes I'll glance over my shoulder because I think I see something (someone?) crawling up the wall. I hear noises at night like someone dropping things on the floor.
I keep smelling rotting garbage and dog shit. No matter where I am, even though I know there is none.
The thing that freaks me out the most is this type of shit has happened before. Just never as frequently as it does now. Like it's gotten worse with age (Age? Hah! I'm only 14, I must be REALLY messed up).
I really hope I'm just paranoid about everything due to the incident with Linda on the bus. I really, really hope it's paranoia. Mainly because I just really don't want to go see a therapist ever again, but still.