• my head is bursting with happy thoughts right now. I've just had the most normal, but loveliest weekend in a while. I can't write down all the little things that've made the last two days so lovely, because there are too many. trying to beat Joss at GameCube. falling asleep almost as soon as my head hit the pillow, only to have Xavi wander in a few minutes later in his boxers to give me a towel and a third kiss goodnight. playing 'I have never' with Heatherand Sam for about two hours longer than was originally intended. being told I'm beautiful. watching Xavi stumble out of his living room semi-squealing on the verge of climaxing but holding back because he "didn't want to get my hand wet". listening to him play The Last Post on trumpet this morning at the memorial service. playing cards with his family and failing miserably. showering in his bathroom and using his heavenly smelling shampoo. "you know what I was just thinking? i love you too." basically everything to do with Xavi, like it always is. I don't care. I miss him now. but in the best, "i'm-used-to-spending-my-idle-hours-with-you-now" kinda way (:

  the rest of my life can't compare to this night.
  and only the heartaches have given me sight,
  they bring me to you..

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