124. I withdraw shining glory!

  • November 07, 2008
  • Seewa
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  • Greetings.

    Ah, I have no reason really to be writing in here. I'm just a little bored so I'm going to brain barf everything.

    Let the non-sense commence!

    I'm actually fairly tired. I've had a bit of a day. Now I'm on MSN, and the person I want to talk to won't talk to me. It's weird; I can't start a conversation with them, I feel out of place. Normally they'll just say "hi" to me when I sign in if they want to talk to me, but yeah. The person in question has snapped at me for talking to them too much (or teasing them too much, I can't tell), so naturally I'm cautious.

    Fuck it, I'm talking to them. Typing it out in here and reading it back has made me realise how stupid my double standard is. And it's a hinderence to myself! Why would I do that?!

    So now I'm just chilling out, listening to some HORSE The Band. SQUISH! THOSE FUCKIN' BUNNIES!

    I want to aquire some more music. I get enjoyment out of laying in bed at night, playing Picross (yes, that's my pre-sleep activity), listening to something fresh. I'll have to look into something that might interest me. Maybe some more decent rock/pop punk? I'm fine as far as metal goes for now I think. I've been listening to pop a lot more lately, too - Kylie Minogue, Sam Sparro, etc, etc. I need something a little bit sugary.

    Funny, that. I've got a non-stop chocolate craving. Like, I had this same craving about 2 weeks ago, so mum and I went to fulfill our needs. But now it's back. I've like, polished off the chocolate truffles we had in the fridge that she won in a hamper. AND I WANT MOAR. I'm like... the chocolate monster. And it's really strange too, because I'm not normally a big chocolate fan. I was always into the sugary sweets. Maybe it's the penylalaine (sp?) that I crave, eh? :D

    Btw - I finished Twilight (just the first one). I have no intention on continuing. I don't get all the fuss...

    HSC:
    One of the reasons for my exhaustion. I studied all last night, all day, then did my Drama exam. Friggin' 19-20 pages in one and a half hours. That's the most I've ever written in an exam I believe - and it's in the shortest exam I'll have!!