• wow its already the end of the week, doesnt feel like it. nothing much to write about during the week i guess, just study, gym, study, youtube, youtube, youtube. sister just finished her hsc yesterday, so shes gonna be able to chillax now, thats good she deserves a good rest after all the hard work she has put in, all the best sis.

  i guess today would be worth journaling about, had "study" session at uni, so i woke up extra early to go gym before i went uni, gotta keep fit someway heh. started around 730 finished 930, so a good 2 hours, which was all i really needed today. then went home changed bags, charged mp3, it ran out of battery during gym (which is a shame cause the music keeps me going) so had to charge it at home for atleast 30-45 mins before leaving..shaved quickly and ran out the door around 11.

  got an allstops, which was alrite coz i wasnt in much of a rush, she said she was gonna be there at 1pm (but she ended up coming earlier, if i knew i wouldve been earlier, but anyways). finally got to uni around 12, today we were studying in the asb bldg, apparently i got a missed call from her when i was on the bus, didnt realise it was vibrating and its on silent anyways coz the mp3 blocks out all sound hah, so i rang her when i got outside asb, as always i smiled when i heard her voice. 

  the asb bldg is sooooo cooooool, never been in there, but its got awesome tiny study rooms with whiteboard and table and everything. they had a room on level 1 near the back, got there and sherman was already there, as well as dean, her friend, even though he doesnt do infs, i knew why he was there, sort of why i was there =/ ah well the whole day was first spent studying with sherman pretty much while she ran off with dean, then the other half bludging on youtube in quad labs, while she was half the time gone with him again. i think its pretty obvious whats happening, or maybe my mind is playing tricks on me.

  im just the friend to her i spose, which i guess i will have to live with for now, i dont wanna tell her how i really feel and make things awkard by weirding her out, but i was watching this video on youtube called 'just a nice guy' by wong fu productions, and it was pretty interesting. i think im in that position right now, either to risk it before she gets too deep with the other guy, or just be the nice guy/friend and wait, do nice guys really finish last? if so ill be waiting.

  we had a few moments during the day, showed her a few things on youtube and as always did the anagram and looked at the comics in the daily, always the little things that light up my day. i dont know what to believe anymore, it looks as if she is into this other guy, but then at times when our hands touch or she just leans on my shoulder it feels like maybe she feels the same way? i dont know, trying not to think abt it too much or else it'll be harder when the truth really hits me.

  for now, ill just enjoy chilling with her.
  

  songofthemoment

  ne-yo - can we chill
  

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