im not sure what i want anymore.

im not sure if im happy with what i've got

 i dont think anyone wants me around.

let alone here, with them

this wasnt how my life was supposed to go

this wasnt how it was supposed to end

and im so tired of holding on to sumthing i dont give a damn about

im so tired of being nice to people who dont want me around

 im just so tired, so im gonna take an eternal nap