i've definitely hit the wall.

school work is so difficult, and i'm scared of failing. i hate failure and i hate rejection.

that brings me nicely onto the love situation. actually lack of love situation lol. it's beginning to get to the point where i'm about to give up. i can't get over him.

i went to my mates birthday meal and ended up sitting next to the girl he's now with. the girl who split us up.  it would have been ok, but she was really nice, and funny, and pretty. and it made me realize why he chose her over me.

i feel so low.

song of today: long live the queen - frank turner.

x