• Don't be so hard on yourself

  your choices are all half chance

  and so are everybody elses

  it all comes down to timing

  inspiration and expiration

  breathe in breathe out

  keep the flow coming

  sometimes i forget when my eyes hang so heavy

  gymnastics is hard

  i wish i was in control of my body

  i wish i could hurt it, twist it into spirals of submission

  but i can't because the only strentgh i ever have is in pretending I'm okay

  not the kind with lacy lies and broken blades

  I'll never be that girl

  my grandpa broke his hip today

  i tried to cry but i couldn't

  i think my tear ducts are all wrong

  i've lost my sense ofa ll that's real

  my life has become one long waking dream

  and i don't even know if i'm dead or alive

  sometimes i wonder if this is all a set up

  like a test, just to see if i'm worth more

  maybe this whole world is just a big conspiracy

  and the real human race doesn't fight or conform or betray

  i hate being hurt

  i hate when people i care about fuck themselves over on purpose

  just because you don't care doesn't mean no one else does

  i'v got to start remembering that next time i feel this useless

  if i could have anything right now, i think i'd just wish for peace

  with myself, with the world, with everything else

  there's nothing to fight for, it's already dead

  i am only a little speck of dust

  nothing here matters, so i'll just remain silent

  go ahead, shut me down

  i can break buildings just with my eyes

  your opinions don't scare me

  there's far worse things than being influenced

  i think i'm done here

  that's enough fake philosiphy for a night

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