[36] Hey, I've Got Nothing To Do Today But Smile

  • Simon & Garfunkel will never be out of style.

    Things are going well. I seem to be happy. Seem to be... I can't really trust my own feelings these days. But I feel good. I'm content I guess. I'm okay with the fact that things aren't perfect. I'm not stressed out.

    For now.

    Ugh, why must I be a pessimist.

    WHY is the new SongMeanings making me jump an ENORMOUS space between lines?

    Anyway. Top 5 reasons why things seem to be looking up,

    and most of them are about boys. 

    Goody. Let's get on with it.

  •  Old boyfriend for whom I fell for quite hard [not the one I saw at a party a while back] is off drugs for good. All of them. Said old boyfriend is also trying to get back with me. Which is entertaining, because he's still somewhat dating the chick he left me for. Point of this being - I win, because he is currently doing everything he can to get with me, and I am simply holding out on him until the other girlie is out of the picture for reals (; He has never with me, and maybe never in his life, been the one unsure of how his courtship will end. He's never been on the recieving end of playing hard to get. He's used to getting the girl. Yeah, I'm not falling for that again baby.
  • New boy at work.... (; Tre tre cute. Really the only thing worth looking forward to when working Saturday nights. He's a nice boy. And funny. On his first day, he started talking to me like we'd known each other forever. And when I didn't come over and say hi this past Saturday, he came looking for me. Call me juvenile, but it's been a while since a nice boy came looking for me. Shit, it's been a while since a guy in general came looking for me. 
  • I'm actually pulling up my grades! And giving a shit about school! I mean, I realllllly need to if I wanna prove my dad wrong and go to NYU - a goal that I have every intention of acheiving. I won't settle for anything less than my dreams.
  • The fighting might actually be over between Amber and I. Hopefully. We talked, a lot. Mainly about last year, when everything was at its worst. She'll always have the quirks that bother me, but no one's perfect. She's my best friend. We've matured. There's no point in petty stupid ridiculous obnoxious bitchy pms-induced arguments.
  • So I guess there was only a Top 4, but whatever. I've just come to terms with a lot. I straightened out my priorities. I'm balancing my life better. I pretty much know what I want, and know how hard I have to work to get it. Mind you, anyone who has read my journal before can probably see that my mind is... eh, interesting.

    •  I might be back here tomorrow with 10 pages on how I've completely lost it. 

     

    But I guess that element of surprise is just part of the fun, yeah? 

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