• I'm thinking that I like SM's new change.
  Unlike when Quizilla changed and screwed my life over.
  I should be doing my physics lab, but I never really do my homework.
  And my friend who I always do my labs with isn't online.
  So I'm gonna put that off.

  Things have been alright lately.
  Are about to go spiralling down.
  But for now, things are pretty okay.
  Being listening to a lot of Manchester Orchestra and Forgive Durden.
  Both really cool bands.
  I'm also going to Italy in nineteen days =D
  HOW IMPOSSIBLY EXCITED AM I?
  Unbearably so.
  As if I'm going to be in ITALY.
  I'm going to Rome, Florence, Milan.
  Shit.
  It's going to be amaaaaaaazing.
  I'm so excited.
  It's so soon!
  I don't even care how badly I'll need to catch up in school.

  Mmm.
  Same boy, different situation.
  Have you ever noticed that when you talk to a boy a lot, he frequently forgets you.
  But after it's been a while, he comes back and freaks out, always hanging out and such?
  Well, it happens for me all the time.
  I had this dream the other night, and he was back to the way I remembered him, and things were so good. Like, I really thought this dream was real, and it was so nice for those few hours. Then I woke up and was like, it's not really like that =[
  The only weird thing, was that people called us the cat and mouse =S
  Anyway.
  In REALITY, he just pops in and out of my life to wreck me again and again. Little things that make my heart go. And it kills me every time. It really does. Can he just be in or out of my life?
  And lately I've been hearing so many people talk about how much he cares about me and such.
  Then he gave me his sweater, and acts like he cares more about me than anyone else.
  And just really screws me over again, you know?
  He just can't make up his mind.
  
  Vanessa Carlton makes really good music.
  Most people I talk to these days really don't like her.
  But her songs like 'White Houses' are really really good.
  I like her.
  I don't know why people shy away from her.
  I don't particularly like 'A Thousand Miles' or something.
  Not that great.

  I'm really loving that the only comment I can't get out of my head is, "Are you kidding? He would kill me if you got lost from the intersection to your house."
  "But I live two seconds away,"
  "If anything happened to you and I let it happen, he would kill me. He really cares about you, end of story."
  Then all I can think is about my friend who I had a crush of for the longest time, who once told me, "Don't go too close to the road, what if I couldn't save you?"

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