• i dont know if i like it. it's too big with too many extra features. it was nice when it was small and it was near impossible for people to contact you. not that i dont like being contacted. it's just that the people who contacted you before actually had to make an effort to find you. now, it's too simple. okay nevermind, worst complaints ever. it's just different. kind of like when someone you've known for a long time dyes their hair pink without telling you. its nice but now it somewhat ressembles livejournal.

  we won gold in the field hockey finals. i got a shut-out. the medal is pretty. halloween was alright. i had a bunch of friends come to my field hockey game and then we rented movies and bought candy. then went to a restaurant for dinner. we watched nightmare before christmas, which was okay. colin just really wanted to see it, so we did. and then we watched the strangers where i tried really hard to be scared but it didnt work. the guy at the rental store said it was scary and it wasnt at all. we watched the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind because i insisted they see it. not only is the movie amazing, the soundtrack is too. jon brion is brilliant. we played the sheraton version of monopoly and made each other listen to our types of music.

  i'm still undecided. i had this realization that i barely knew you even though we've been aquainted for a year and a half. all the meaningful looks lost in interpretation and the times i was so worried about you being sad. and the funny thing is that i spent more time ignoring you and avoiding you than i did actually letting myself see you and smile at you and being happy that you were there. you sound a little conor oberst but more self-assured. and you still have a crooked smile even if it's not covered in train tracks. you'd probably have no idea what i'm talking about. i dont know what i'm going to do when i see you walking my way. stare past you or make a face at you or just say hi. and i'd do either one with such conviction that you wouldnt know which one i'd really like to choose. oh well. i know it's silly, but i'm little and some things just can't wait.

  
  How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! 

  The world forgetting, by the world forgot.

  Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

  Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.

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