18. am i being played? i hope not

  • so today was sposed to be the big stress day, acct exam. woke up 6am, then went back to sleep, then woke up again, 6:20, got up n had quick shower. it was still dark grey, and raining. the weather that suits the exam. managed to catch an earlier train than i planned, only by a few mins, was luck, was a sign it wasnt gonna be such a bad day. got to central around 7:30? waited underneath near the florist, was still raining a bit. she got there around 5 mins later with some west indian dude, also doin acct exam. went to catch a 372, skipped the first one coz it looked packed already, and just waited under the bus stand. finally bus came, hopped on and sat at the back. tried to do some acct study, was a funny trip coz she made me look at some high school kids shorts to see what school he was from, i didnt get it but just told her it was a bit weird for me to be looking at a boy shorts in the first place, lol funny moments. finally arrived at randwick, got off and as usual we were at the back of the pack, talking random stuff. she met some of her friends on the way, shes got alot of them, here n there. then went to upper tea to get ready for exam. the venue itself is alrite but the outside study area is crap, not much shade and is wet from the rain, so studying then wasnt really doable. then finally went in and did the exam, she got somewhere at the front middle i was on the back right, near a window, so that was nice, i could look outside when i was bored. the exam itself was, well i actually expected worse, i know i made alot of mistakes but tried as much to answer whatever i could. the questions overall werent too hard, just that i didnt know em haha. multiple choice part was easiest imo, most of it till the end was doable. hardest part i think was the ratio's question, and accounting policies, but anyways its over now, cant do much but hope. after weather was still same, just a tad brighter, think it was 1220 when we finished. rang john to see if he had a car with him today, hehe im so lazy, but he didnt :(, he had an exam 2-5. then she wanted to go uni to study more, so i obviously tagged along heh. then we started goin to uni, by walking, a friend of hers tagged along, dean. the walk to uni was interesting at first, but then as it went silent it got awkward, we just walked pretty much for 10 mins in awkward silence, on the way i saw john, he said he'll be studying at uni pretty much every day and that he'll have car on the weekend, but i cant make it on weekends coz i got family commitments. then finally we got to uni. went first below q lounge coz they both wanted food, they didnt end up getting anything so i went to pick up the daily. we got a spot in lab 6 coz lab 5 had no good seats. then the two decided to go maccas, i already had something so i didnt go. them two were gone awhile, i wonder what they got up to. i just did some infs revision on normalization, that part is gonna kill me in the exam, unless i ace it fast. when they came back, we all just relaxed awhile, i think i was just checking out some passion music, he was just relaxing and jess was on her neopets. then after a bit they got into their macro study, they seemd to be doing more than studyn at parts, but i just kept to myself, she looked like she was pretty interested in him, i tried to just ignore it, was probly nothing. then i think i fell asleep for a bit, was a good nap, always is at uni. then i think it got a bit crazy and bludgy again, i was just bumming on facebook and we saw shermans 'hardcore' funny photo with sunnies, omg i laughed out loud. and then when she saw it, she went berserk too, comments were posted on his many 'interesting' photos, shortly after sherman started messaging thru facebook, haha the convo pretty muc hwent like this, "what are you guys doing" "nothing just commenting on ur funniiii photos" "erm hehe please dont" "too late haha" "please" "ok fine ill take them off" "thanks XD". so yeah she doenst know i took her comments off coz sherman didnt want them :( i think the last hour or so was spent trying to beat my facebook typing speed record, managed to get 81! oh yeh...lol lame. then the dean guy left around 4, and was just me n jess left. she went to ask some macro question downstairs so i just did smore youtube on rnb, found some old mario,treysongz,beyonce songs. then when she came back she did some neopetting so i went on too to play a bit, got bored after a bit so went back to youtubin, found some awesome clips of the philippine all stars, best hiphop group in the WORLD. she was looking at some leona lewis and jabbawockeez, shes inspired to want to do some dancing, or "slow movements with the feet" as she calls it, she wants me to learn it and teach her, lol like i can learn how to do that, ive tried it was fun, maybe ill try again when i get the fitness for it. then we finally left at 5, we got lucky and had two 895s waiting with no line. the bus ride was mellow, nothing much happened, we just talked a bit then for the most of it i was just day dreaming, does she just consider me a friend? does she really want me around or is she just being nice, too nice sometimes that i dont know what to think, or is she just playing me like a flute as some sort of experiment, i dont know, all i know is im gonna cherish each moment, even if no most likely it wont get anywhere coz she has so many better guys to choose from, shes out of my league =/ or thats what i feel. after gettin off the bus, there was an interesting and a bit embarassing moment, where she was asking abt the guy in the korean my sassy girl and why he likes her, i didnt know what much to say, i just said i guess coz she has her cute moments, then she asked if she was bossy, and i sort of went all stupid there and i cant rem what i said but i think i made some stupid line like 'hmm not really, sorta, i dont know, hehe' at first i thought she was asking me subtlely, if i liked her? but i dont know, probly my mind playing tricks on me again. sometimes it looks like shes trying to say something more, but i dont know, maybe i just imagine it. then we made our own ways, her train was coming at 530, mine was already there.. songofthemoment john legend - each day gets better Where do we go, who knows? But each day gets better, I just can't let her go
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