So, like, I thought I should let you all know something. And obviously, by "you all", I mean the random internet stalkers who clicked on my name in the "Latest Journal" section in an act of probable boredom. So, I've alluded or mentioned it on a few occasions, but now I think I want to just say it and get it out there. Of course, I'll be doing this in a non-direct fashion. I don't like guys. I can't picture myself with one whatsoever. This I have known for a long time. I've always said to people I trusted that I was on neither side of the fence, but I'm slowly becoming more open to the fact that I am on a side of the fence. The other side, sure, but a side. I initially had it all broken down and split up but I thought that if people saw the paragraph they'd feel less inclined to read it all. I thought I should seperate the following part for anyone who cares really, haha. Now I know a lot of people who may have encountered this journal previously would be thinking, "Oh, you're just doing this because you like The L Word." That's not true. I can honestly say I've known this for a long time. My best friend, who's been close to me since primary school, said she pretty much knew back then. People who I've told aren't exactly suprised when I tell them. Which, really is a relief for me. The show does play a role though, and that is it's made me more comfortable confronting it. I mean, before I watched the show (well, re-watched, since I first saw the show when it was came out in like 2003 or 2004), I would not have told anyone about this. But watching the show, it made me feel more, for lack of better term, normal. I hated the fact I was before I became a fan of the show, but now I'm content, and I guess I really want to let people know about it now, but at the same time I'm scared for some reactions. I've told 5 of my friends, and all of them have been totally cool with it. I'm thinking that once school's done for good that I'll be more inclined to state it blatantly. I go to an all girl's school, and you know what high school can be like. I didn't want to be treated unfairly or bullied. But, there you go. I was planning to post this on my 100th journal, haha, but I chickened out. And since it's out there now, I guess I have something new to talk about in here. HSC: General Maths was alright, some of it was mega shwee, some of it was BLEH. But tomorrow I've got Modern History. Oh dear. After that, there's only two more to go!!!