• it's terribly sad how people never think that they're good enough for the person they love. rose-coloured glasses be damned. big sad eyes that stare at you and you can't look away from should be sentenced to... i couldnt even wish you a papercut. just please dont look at me anymore. you wanted me gone. and i'm really far gone. that girl i used to love and then hate and now miss said that it was because you wanted my attention again. she's usually right about these things. my writing has really gone to shit as of late. the things i say are'nt really what i'm saying but they mean the same thing. and i am finding numerous typos. my head's out of it because it's trying really hard to be responsible. i haven't missed even a day of school and i've only been late a couple of times. my homework is pretty much always done and i'm almost always there when i say i will be. i'm very busy because i dont want to be useless like last year. my heart's a teenage mess(with or without you so it makes no difference to me.) i'm fixing bridges now because the price of gas in just too damn high. but i think i'll keep the one between us burning, even if it keeps me in debt. oh well.

  EXTENSION: i'm tasting water without drinking any. i just need to sleep but i cant seem to. i want to talk to anybody but only nobody's here. wow. just wow. where are you? i'm hearing songs that i haven't listen to yet. you're not anywhere nearby. "come back. come back to me." i'm screwed up tight and i'm tasting water without drinking any. where are you? you didnt have to leave, i left for you. i don't like hearing about how messed up i am because i like to think that i hide it well. i have so many friends. and yet, you're not anywhere nearby. unbelievable. this is how my head works. "we should move somewhere deep in july." i cant write about how i really feel when i see you. i cant even think about it because i taste water without drinking any. and i cant sleep, but i really need to. i'm so out of hope. the one thing i said i'd never let go of and it's gone and you're not anywhere nearby. i really should go listen to the songs i'm hearing. "more than a cricket on your shoulder." there, that's three different types of references. though still, i swear i'm not drinking anything but i'm tasting water.

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