• Since last entry. This girl kinda has me in knots, and my step dad has left my mom, once again. I'm sitting around just listening to Tool, I've missed them. I have the sense that things are going downhill, but in the end, I'll be okay. Even though I'm probably going to change my mind within the next few weeks. So more about this girl. We had went out[yeah I'm a lesbian] and then we broke up because she was "depressed". If she was depressed, she wouldn't have gone back out with Ethan a week later, right? I don't know what to make of it. Me and her are okay though. She's at work right now, and when she gets back online, I have to do the asshole thing, and bring up the question of how she actually feels about me. Tool works wonders, and I don't remember ever feeling so...subtle? in my life. Like maybe I'm about to implode, but I don't see how it'll come to it. As I said before, I'm okay. But will I stay like this? Who knows, maybe it'll last a while, or maybe I will implode all together. My birthday is in five days, lets see what it brings.

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