• And in that moment, I swear we were infinite. That's a line from the book I'm reading right now - The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky. I heard about it from SongMeanings, actually - I read the quote 'This moment will just be another story someday' and, for some reason, I was intrigued. And I didn't stop 'popping in' to every library I passed until I found it. I like it. It's a lot like Catcher in the Rye but, for some reason, it's made me a lot sadder than Holden Caulfield ever did. Maybe it's not just because of the book. Last week, Xavi texted me every single day. Asking me how I was feeling, how my day went, all of those little questions that still matter. He seems to have stopped this week. Last night he didn't instantly reply to my 'I love you' - not until I pointed out it's more reassuring to hear it back. Should I have said that? Oh I don't really care. All I know is that I've been so happy for the past fortnight, it's unbelievable, and it's all down to him. I'm willing to think optimistically if it means keeping things like they've been lately. I can't wait until Thursday. I've turned down and "mehh"d so many invitations - Karina & Chris's party, Annie's birthday, Jazz's house, anti-partying with Floz and Izzy, just in case there's a chance I can spend the evening walking the dog with Xavi. Is that incredibly lame? Yep, I think it is. Yay for love.

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