• [Guys point of view] After all the time that has passed I would think your face your curvaceous body. Your full lips. Your smiling eyes. The way you always laughed when you were nervous. After all this time I hoped, I prayed to god, your fingers all over my body...I hoped they’d disappear along with all my other memories that I lost in the car accident. I saw you yesterday. After the years that went by it still hurts to see you. I saw you but you didn’t see me. Didn’t recognize me. Was it the time that’s crept by oh so horribly slow or is it the scars? All over my body. You told me once that no matter what I looked like you would always feel for me. How about now? You saw me alright. You saw me and I could see the shudders running down your body. I could hear your thoughts and all your senses screaming out "RUN". I went home that day and hurt myself. I just needed to see if I could do it. As I sat there dragging the cold silver blade along my neck I wondered, Could you feel my pain? I hoped you did. I cut more today. Im sitting here, the blade on the white cement and the blood running down my neck. I cant see so clearly anymore. Good. Maybe next time I see you I wont see your discus. I cant breath so well. Good. I don’t want to breath I cant feel so well anymore. Good. Maybe then I wont love you. I wont hurt for you every second of the day Maybe the world would be a better place without another ugly face like mine.

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