• I'd give anything to feel sane because mostly, it seems like I'm drowning There's so many mometns where i'll just look out at the crowd and realize how disconnected i am because i genuinely don't want to be like anyone else There's all the little pieces inside me trying to break free I can tell they want me to be something special, but it's hard because in order to truly become a new person, I'd have to let go of the old and although I'd welcome a transforamtion, it's the actual act of transforming that scares me you know that feeling when you're trying to make a descison and you get so caught up in thinking everything else seems unreal? well, that's how every move i make tries to shake me iI know half of the judgements aren't true And I know that truth is rare, because lies come easier And there's absolutely no way I or anyone else can change that, so trying to convince people I'm special will only get me down When i skip out writing to hang out in the cafeteria or gossip instead of just listening to my ipod, it's not because I want to get closer I'm only there because I get tired of being alone and i can't get myself to go away Maybe in time, I'll forget every mean comment, every unecesary glare, but for now it's just something I have to deal with I'm not going to argue because then i'll just lose the reasons I was angry in the first place I'll just turn away, hold my head, and keep on walking And I'm glad i strayed so far from who i started from

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