• I worry about me from time to time i obsess about the future, try to pinpoint moments in ten years will i be different? in 5? in one? It's the not knowing that scares me most of all if i could say confidently, "when you get out of high school, your life will no longer suck" I think that even now, when I'm stuck in the timeframe I'd still be sort of okay There's alot of people in my life who rather dislike me and very few people who i've actually given that right i'd say it's not fair, but that's kind of a moot point most things aren't fair, and i really don't expect them to be but i can't help to get just a bit dissappointed when the masses and moonfalls let me down time and again the weather's cahnging, but i can't seem to follow I'm still stuck in summer responsibility is overratted i never get anywhere near what i give it's the strangest sensation but i find myself actually questioning my motives everytime i sit down to write a research paper about something that's unimportant like what is it that keeps me here inside, instead of just being like "screw it, I'm going to bed" its like i realize i'm doing the wrong thing, but i still keep at it anyway i just can't help myself because even though i have these marks on my hands to prove I'm strong against the whole world i feel absolutely powerless

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