• okay. i understand what's happening. can't stand it. just don't, okay? just stop. you don't get it. why not? you keep asking me why not. because! it's me we're talking about here! how could i? you know i'm not meant for this. my viens are too weak, they won't hold up. you'll bleed me dry. open up my arteries, send cascades of oxidizing iron and abhoration in every direction. just tear and tear and tear. remove the heavy burden of hemoglobin from these capillaries. and once the aneurysym's finished. soon as the hemorrhage dries up... i don't know what will happen. i don't know how to finish that. but you know this, you've seen my knuckles. you've seen this all. and i don't even want to. i don't know. idon'tknowidon'tknowidon'tknow. it's going to end soon though. it's self-preservation. unfortunate as it is. why do i do this. just... get ready okay? lean back when i give the signal. that way... maybe the fall won't hurt so much. On my life I'll try today There’s so much I've felt I should say, but Even if your heart would listen I Doubt I could explain

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