• I dunno. I might be... A lot happened this week. A friend of mine and I arent talking anymore, cuz i got pissed that she kept claiming she loved me, and due to my stupidity i went off on her, saying she dint mean it. I just dint appreciate how she always threw it around to make things better for herself, hoping it would appease ppl. I tried apologizing, but she has yet to reply to my attempts. Oh well, no skin offa my back. It was only a matter of time before i lost another friend, so its not very surprising. Fuck me.... This led me to stop lying to myself, cuz i thought for once i might have had a real friend. Nope, no friends for EJ, cuz a friend would wanna talk about our differences and try to work things out so things could be the same again. *Another "friend" you wont miss anyhow* , eh? Alas... In other news, Les Mis is finally over! YAY! Sure im gonna miss a lot of the ppl in it, and the show, but i wasnt quite as attached as the actual drama kids. Back to my normal dorky band life, heh. I can only pray that things dont change and I remain top spot for Drum Major next year. To be able to accomplish that would be a dream come true. Now i can go back to my regular schedule, which means I probly wont be seeing too much of my crush anymore. I can make the best of it though and try to stay friends w/ her, spending as much time as possible w/ her without getting annoying. Life has gotten complicated lately, but nothing I cant handle. Later Dayz. * And they never said there'd be days like these...*- LTJ

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