Fifty-six

  • I should have given The Perks of Being a Wallflower back when I was finished with it, but I just can't let it go. I just love it. I used to really like the smiths. Death Cab (early early Death Cab) did a cover of This Charming Man, and it's been stuck in my head for a few days now. I listened to Asleep and it's beautiful, and I know what Sam looks like now. So...I d/l-ed 8 albums, and I plan to buy one (which is rare for me) I'm just not sure which yet. I'm sorry I can't let you go Charlie, I just want to hide out in your world, is there room? I won't make a fuss, promise, I just want to watch and listen and understand. I always draw on my chem papers. Mr. A (who is amazing and his class feels like a movie, which I'll describe later) comments on them. I made a drawing of flowers and drew and arrow saying they were wallflowers and were the most beautiful of all. Then on the back I wrote on the top "I'm pretty sure I'm a wallflower' then drew an arrow to the bottom and wrote 'and I couldn't be more proud' He hasn't given me the paper back though, and I'm not sure why... A girl from school is texting me, and it's so awkward talking to other girls. I wish it wasn't that way. Dar wears shirts that are a little too big for him (not in like a gangster way ,he's kind of scene, but in much less of a trendy way) I wish he wouldn't. Not that he doesn't look great, it's just he has such a nice body and I don't think he even realizes it. I'm reading The Perks again. I'm half way through, once I get some money again (I just bought my costume, so I'm broke) I'm going to buy it. The hard cover too, and I'll never let it alone, I'll love it even when I'm old. I want to share the book with someone, but they won't understand, I just know it. I wish they would, but they won't. I thought I had more to write, but I'm going to stop. Also, I have a 4 day weekend, I don't know what I'm going to do. Dar can't go anywhere, but his mom invited me over on Sat. I hope she changes her mind for at least Sunday.. Quote of the Day: ~“A happy life must be to a great extent a quiet life, for it is only in an atmosphere of quiet that true joy dare live”~ --Bertrand Russell (I don't know who that is, but I like his quote) PS-ash- I wish I had a nickname for you, I adore the one you gave me.
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  • so i know this entry is kinda old, but i wanna let you know that perks is hands down the most amazing book ive ever read. i cried while reading it. i really need to buy it and reread it.... about 600 more times.

    CurtneyIsASuperher0on November 23, 2008   Link

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