• It's funny looking back on the things i wrote about last year... i was such a kid back then but from reading that i must have been thinking i was sooo mature. And the language is disgusting. I had no idea i swore that much. I haven't gone all goody-goody but its just shocking to see that I used such bad language. I think i'm still the same person, but i've done alot of growing up. I've found religion and a purpose in life... I have to admit that even though I'm in the process of changing, I still have traces of my old personality. For example, even though i'm not swearing half as much, i seem to have this dirty, disgusting sort of humour. It's funny reading about 'him' (the guy i liked at the start of college). I last said that i was over him, but i fell for him again and now i'm over it again. I can't say for sure whether this is it but i really hope it is. I'm sick of liking a guy who knows i like him but insists on flaunting his new relationship in front of me in the college corridors. I've realised that I don't need to like anyone in order to keep myself entertained. College is way too busy this year anyway to start having silly crushes on people.. I'm sooo over that. I'll be applying for university in a few weeks and i'm so frustrated. I really need to get my head in gear and just get on with it.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxxx

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