• My grandpas in the hospital he had a heart attack a few weeks ago I'm not allowed to see him supposedly, he's going to be okay but no one ever tells the truth I'm trying not to think abou dying, but it keeps tip toeing across my brain do they have radios in heaven? I love that song I keep picturing him and my grandma way up there just watching me growing up and wondering why the hell i feel like my life isn't worth shit but i know that's so fucked up because he's still here, solid on earth its just when i start to picture him older and sicker i'm not so sure i want to pray anymore I stayed home almost all day we did nothing i listened to almost three full albums i found one song that made me cry i watched alot of scrubs re-runs i read a book about a boy who loves his girlfriend which made me think of matt which made me want to disappear and fall through the airwaves but i stayed stuck on my bed because i'm trapped in this body that's always working against me i wish i had someone to think i was amazing I need someone to want to save me she needs to hear she's beautiful I keep on coughing i think i'm running out of air can your throat just close up out of nowhere? because i think that might be happening...

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