• I close my eyes and pretend I'm not me but this lingering pain, this longing it follows everywhere i go I keep dreaming that i've escaped but i only wake up to find that what i thought was hope is really just twisted bedsheets It's not so easy to simply stop wanting I always expect too much of people No one is actually kind and unselfish No one gives me the kind of inspiration i need I wish i could control the rain If i could I'd make it pour and pour like the noah's ark flood, except bigger because I'd need more than forty days to wash this fucked up earth clean everybody keeps talking politics It makes me feel like crying I can't relate so I cling fast to lyrics somehow they seem to be the only words that make sense today is tomorrow is the next day is the next nothing extraordinary ever happens to me I'm just the girl with the pretty face on letting everyone else slip away I only come undone when I'm completely alone Sometimes I worry that my heart will just bleed out What will I do if my body just stops beating? I have no one left to call

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