i'm doing that thing where i think too much again. about whether or not i should go out with this guy. he's really lovely. but i don't know if it would work. and i know i should try it anyway. but if it doesn't work then the friendship would be totally screwed. on a brighter note i got a modelling job the other day. which is totally mental. 'cos i don't even see myself as attractive. haha how emo does that sound. boo frickin' hoo. nah babes i love my life. even school's ok. though the work is getting pretty huge. song of today: sex on fire - kings of leon.