I'm alive and I don't need a witness

  • I love new music! I found an amazing website today that has free downloads of like every song i wanted that absolutely made my day i now have the resolution and lua by JM and bright eyes (respectively) in my itunes library so yay! Andrew McMahon is definitely on my top 10 people list. his lyrics are just so powerful and amazing is it really weird that sometimes I feel like crying after I hear break myself or kill the messenger? Because when I hear music like that, i just completely lose myself in it i identify with every line and twist of the tongue i become the meaning, the story, the entirety in a weird way, it makes me feel like my insignificance matters sometimes, if i focus really hard, i can escape my body it's only for a second or two, nothing extreme, but i just feel this lightness, this pleasure in ceasing to exist in such a restricted form if you think about the universe, if you can see yourself as just a small piece of matter, you can slowly float away it only comes back into the light when you remember that you're still you, not the air, not the trees, but a girl with black eyes and a song in her head who wishes she could fly I wish i could leave for longer I want to know what elsewhere is like i think I'll keep practicing Maybe if I have enough heart, I'll uncover the secret I keep forgetting my dreams I need to start a dream journal I feel like they must mean something really big and convoluted because they never make any sense Did you know it's more common to dream in black and white than in color? i can't even imagine what that would be like Usually, I wake up with the boldest shades remembering the little fragments and particles of the events It's always the colors that cut
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