Killing one another with colossal expectations

  • Thank you. Thank you! That guy? Yes, I am definately over him. Nothing specific happened, no definate words or actions were done. I just realized: wait, he's a douche bag. Thank you, reason, for finally intervening. I do...have a new crush. It's nice. He's cute, he's smart, he sits next to me in history and does stupid stuff to get my attention. It's very high school. I love it. But, yeah, so, I've been talking to my ex lately, and I have this weird feeling he likes me. I hope not, that would just be awkward. I mean, I like him but I don't know...to what extent, in what way. Ugh, I don't KNOWW. ...wow. Oh man. Just as I was typing this, I checked my Myspace, and guess who messaged me? Yeah, the guy I just had a crush on and got over. He's like, "Hey, I miss talking to you." Like, what even? Wow. That is...pretty bad timing. But you know what? He's best friends with my ex! This is just getting strange...maybe he heard I was talking to my ex a lot? And he's not happy about it?...hm. I don't knowwww. Gosh! I frustrate myself. Don'tgiveindon'tgiveindon'tgivein...