Listening to: "Lemon Tree" - Fool's Garden
So, I've realised something. I've realised that although I've kept a diary/journal/scribblebook all my life, I do stop every now and then.
I seem to restart everytime the voice in my head get too loud.
And i don't mean like... Schizophrenic voices. I mean.. You know when you're thinking. Like, in the shower, or on the bogger (I got the highest mark in the state for english, can you tell?), or whatever, and your mind is just happily thinking and ticking away, and it's normal?
Well, every now and then, my head voices start yelling. It's usually when I'm in the shower, and expecting to be able to think (i do like all my thinking in the shower) and I suddenly realise that I'm fully stressed. Like the antagonised feeling you get when your mum is yelling about something you have no interest in whatsoever.
That's when I start keeping a journal again. Because then I know that no matter how many solo walks with the 'pod I take, no matter how many jams I have, the yelling won't stop til I offload some of my thoughts.
Eesh, does everybody else think this much?
I hope not.
Going home tomorrow, uber exciting. Three weeks in the hole with no boyfriend, no boarder food and no life.
Oh, the thrills.
This is the purple highlighter that says "YOU FAIL
- September 11, 2008
- lueba
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