• i don't get it. my old journal was fucking horrible. i deleted it last year around june. i hate the fact that people liked it. and it hurts me because my favourite set of words got deleted today. and man, those fucking words. "i am put at ease somewhat by the inevitablity of strange and dark days. not light but the opposite, it is inevitable. this hotel room overlooks a city that i do not understand when usually i am overlooking cities that do not understand me. i dont have any "start over" left inside of me. i wish anyone would understand. all roads lead to longing. the neon signs never turn off here. there are oceans inside of me." i dont know what to do anymore. i dont know who to be. i guess i just pretty much summed up what it's like to be a teenager in those two sentences. i'm going to be honest and say i'm tired of having no one to relate with. i have no bestfriend but a million people to hang out with. i'm so lonely, you know. and i can't trust anyone because i'll honestly go fucking crazy if another fucking person hurts me. i'm sorry i'm so judgemental and harsh. i cant love everything. well, anything.

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