• i thought he got the picture. i thought that, for once, he could tell how upset i actually was and did something about it. 'if you're not going, i'm not gonna go.' it was so sweet: him actually acknowledging that we are a couple and that we like to do things together. fuck that. why bother saying it if he was just going to cut me short and change his mind before I could even get a chance to make plans with him? maybe he doesn't deserve me. maybe this is all too much hassle that I'm putting myself through for someone who evidently isn't who I fell for. FUCK, i want him so much...I know how good a person he can be, that's why it's so hard to admit I shouldn't still be with him. shit, my eyes are welling up just writing this. she's in the year below me AT MY OWN SCHOOL. i cant deal with this anymore

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