• Bah. So I haven't been on in a few months. But that may change since school is starting back up again in the next few weeks. I was placed with all freshmen - of course. They'll probably expect me to show them where all the cool hangout spots are and whatnot. Well, aren't they in for a HUGE surprise. They have friends from high school. They probably expect me to know tons of cool people. I know a few, but I don't actually hang out with them. Naturally, my roommates are excited about starting college. I am not. I'm much more nervous and uneasy than excited. I know all of this because I spy on them through Myspace (I have a Facebook). I need to work on my people skills. Majorly. Sometimes I wonder if I'm one of those types who get overly anxious in social settings and require pills. But I don't have panic attacks or anything like that, so I can't really hope for what seems like would be a quick and easy fix. Or an excuse for why I am such a social retard ("sotard"). Damn. I finally got side bangs and a flat iron. Yay. The transformation wasn't as lifechanging as I had hoped, although it was freaky seeing me with straightened hair. Now, I just have to work on recreating the look. Shouldn't be too hard, but my beauty skills are, like, -12, so we'll see. Meh. I need a fairy godmother. And a winning lottery ticket. Things would be much easier then. I've been hanging out with S.J. this summer, that was a real boost for me. We talked about tattoos...maybe we'll go for it instead of just talking about it. Who knows? I kind of hope so, even though the actual thought of getting a tattoo makes my skin hurt. But I really want one. Toodles.

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