i'm feeling better about myself and i am still worrying about you i'm past this shit of feeling sorry for myself i'm accepting people and genuinely liking people i'm not cold and sadistic and i never was you're never going to accept my words but i think you might need to grow up a little bit you hate people too much and find no wrong in it or that is what i feel like this is not a healthy friendship. i enjoy talking to you and spending time with you but i do not want to restrict myself when i am at my upmost to find new people, you restrain me when i attempt to find a relationship, you lambaste me i find no fault in truth, but i still believe in decency but if you like the truth, i think you are destroying me