• It's kind of strange when you can read through someone's journal in like 15 minutes It's like you ahve all these days and memories and messages combined and if you scroll through it fast it looks like you have a lot but when you sit down and read, real reading, not just skim it doesn't take nearly as long as you thought it would huh how reliable does that make your opinions and judgements then? Can you start to like someone based on only 15 minutes they have given you? 15 minutes out of months and months of writing and time passing? in a weird way i think you can because it's not like they gave you any random 15 minutes they gave you the ones they deemed most important it't the choices, the selections you can reflect on the fact that these were the passages written and posted out of anything else that could have been I wonder how long my journal takes to read probably a while considering the stories and because i'm a writer, meaning this is the way i define myself maybe one day i'll actually take the time, years from now, to read the whole thing through that way i can see how many of those minutes could have been better spent elsewhere and how many i'm so happy i have to call my own Anyway, enough ranting I haven't been on in so long because of the beach i kind of imagine that people track me down when they're bored on here, google serenity23 to find my journal, get disappointed when i'm not the latest link Is that ridiculously weird? To imagine people actually caring about my journal? That I'm letting down thousands of adoring fans when i neglect it? haha i know i'm not if i'm really lucky, i've got maybe 2 or 3 people who think this is anything special maybe someday it will be worth something though maybe someday Even though it's been so long, i don't feel like i missed much the beach was fun my friend jess came for a few days her not bf was there getting stoned fun not but yea she's awesome I'm glad i can call her one of my besties

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